Monday, August 8, 2011
Still so tired!
I really can't wait for the first trimester to be behind me. I am just so tired. All the time! As soon as my alarm goes off in the morning, I begin my countdown to when I can lay back down and close my eyes. Even if it's only for 10 more minutes. I have been really trying to keep up with my workouts, but it is nearlly impossible since just walking from my car to the front door drains every last bit of life out of me for the day. It makes me nervous that this feeling will never go away. I have so many friends tell me that this will pass. It's just part of the early months. I keep telling myself that they are all right... but I just don't see any end anywhere near. I did manage to make it to Mike's bootcamp class at Mission Bay this past Saturday. It was a good workout- but I feel like it really kicked my butt more than normal. I guess since I don't physically look any different- I mean I haven't gained weight and you certainly can't tell by looking at me that I have nearly 12 and 1/2 weeks behind me--I just don't understand why I can barely do pushups any more. I think I made it through one round of 10 and dropped to my knees at 7. UGH! I know I am stronger than that. And while I know running has never been one of my favorite things to do- I used to atleast be able to make it to the far tree and back and not be so completley out of breath that I have to sit down for a couple of minutes. I just have to keep telling myself it will pass. IT WILL PASS.... But for now....it's off to dreamland. Again. :)
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